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7:44am

Christina Barrett

You need more friends on Facebook. I wonder if your friends|acquaintances are on Twitter but guessing not. I wish you'd post on my site bc my dad is willing to keep a relationship online there, it seems, don't get too much feedback otherwise unless is needed, must want to go online to message boards
8:07am

Christina Barrett

I commented again on Ashley's nu pic, tried to make a nice comment

It's so nice to think she's your sister's daughter.

She just doesn't have the like type to seem more childish in the traditional sense, hope it's okay what I tried to say.

You know, gets in trouble, not so, er, patient to others. Fun and can be very familial.
8:13am

Barb Barrett

Good morning, Christina. Nice to see you here this morning.

what are you planning to do today?

I just got up at 7; have been trying to rest my foot as much as possible
8:14am

Christina Barrett

I feel tired from the pill still. Oh, I hope your foot is okay.

I have to fold a lot of clothes, maybe in more than 1 segment. Then, I have to do the towels, put them in the dryer.
8:15am

Barb Barrett

I am waiting for an apointment for an MRI of my foot, I think they will give me a "walking cast"
8:15am

Christina Barrett

Have to pick up everything in my room that doesn't go where I can fix.

Oh, that sounds good.
8:16am

Barb Barrett

laundry is a daily or at least every few day chore for me, I like to keep things clean

it is good to keep things neat in your room..i find it depressing to have clutter, and then I can't find things
8:16am

Christina Barrett

It's funny how Ashley gets more respect these days, before she was more outgoing.

Wonder what she's up to..maybe I should get a new Facebook and not ask her to join it and just have like you, my dad.. not sure who else?

Oh..
8:17am

Barb Barrett

are you still wanting to go to the show, American Idol? I will do my online shopping today
8:17am

Christina Barrett

Yes, thought you'd like to do that, would be fun to go together, for sure.
8:18am

Barb Barrett

Ashley doesn't have time for anyone in the family right now it seems, I never hear from her
8:18am

Christina Barrett

I posted on my Facebook how I got upset @ Ashley..like showing off like she's whiter and not shutting up or something lol.

Aw, yea, I'm dubbed uncool because she grew up in a way too fast, always about Miami, rather childish.

I mean blog.

She reminds me of my friends in Florida.

Louisiana is a better place.

I admit I still like the beach and my voice teacher and Disney.
8:19am

Barb Barrett

it isn't that Christina, she is just involved in her life and has no time for anything else right now
8:19am

Christina Barrett

Yea, I just like to talk @ the people, all the people who ruined my life, like people care that I spammed my old best friends, who ignored me weirdly. I was all alone going crazy, and they wouldn't talk to me..weird?
8:19am

Barb Barrett

i doubt she even looks at your posts and I am sure she doesn't look at mine
8:20am

Christina Barrett

Yea, .. it's just stressful, she gets so much attention being born later, the 90s.
8:20am

Barb Barrett

I think it is time for you to forget the old friends and look for new ones
8:20am

Christina Barrett

Like you wonder what she deserves for being so like outgoing.

Okay.
8:20am

Barb Barrett

Have you started any of the classes we talked about?
8:21am

Christina Barrett

I'm tired of thinking ooh Ashley should be a movie star so much whenever I think of her because I already even told her yea you should do acting.

What do you mean? I'm not doing any classes.
8:21am

Barb Barrett

that is how you will meet new pwople, to go to new groups and participate in new activities
8:21am

Christina Barrett

I don't remember you talking @ that.

Oh, well, not that interesting.

My mom wants me to do what I said anger management and I want schizophrenia now.
8:22am

Barb Barrett

you said you were going to take sewing and also anger management
8:22am

Christina Barrett

Oh, I did sewing. She interpreted the pattern for us..
8:22am

Barb Barrett

there will be people there to talk with
8:23am

Christina Barrett

Why is everyone so upset..bad Ashley, always ruining my life, my old peer|younger relatioships. Also, I caught that Ashley thinks she's more artistic.

In a mean way.
8:23am

Barb Barrett

also there are groups you can go to with your therapist, aren't there?
8:23am

Christina Barrett

Something she said..

Why?

She came to my psychiatrist appointment..
8:23am

Barb Barrett

you need to forget about ashley and move on with your life
8:23am

Christina Barrett

Yea, but no one else will. Just because they know I said Joni shoudln't have her, didn't mean naything espeically bad otherwise..just that Joni is crazy.

Ya'll hold grudges against every little mistake that rarely comes up.

I'm just saying, whatever.
8:24am

Barb Barrett

i thought you agreed to not say those things anymore
8:24am

Christina Barrett

Different in Orlando, too, not many nice people.

No, I can say whatever I want.

You guys are mean to me, sometimes.

I told my dad, too.

He wasn't gonna get me something.

I didn't say I liked these things..

but they happen.

Not something I want.

Other people think it's funny..

I can talk about important stuff.
8:25am

Barb Barrett

well, I do not want to hear nasty remarks about people, so we need to talk about something else
8:25am

Christina Barrett

I don't want anything to go wrong..

but people keep thinking weird stuff @ me.

I dunno what your point is, I just restated what I said yesterday.

Maybe it irritated you.
8:25am

Barb Barrett

Christina, you have no way of knowing what people think about you
8:25am

Christina Barrett

Well, what do you think @ American Idol?

Then neither would you.

It's not fun talking to some people, people who people thought I already had a relationship with.
8:26am

Barb Barrett

exactly, so ignore things you have no control over
8:26am

Christina Barrett

Who will talk to me? I was just telling you about what happened.

So what do you think @ American Idol?

you know what's really mean people who go in and say someone should have a weird life
8:27am

Barb Barrett

i do not watch american idol, but it may be interesting to see once
8:27am

Christina Barrett

I mean when we see it here.

I don't watch it, but I like it - want to record "the Voice."
8:27am

Barb Barrett

that is what i mean, i am willing to go if that is what you want to see
8:28am

Christina Barrett

Don't you want something different to do? We could talk @ stuff or talk a little even @ my dad for fun.

I mean, I hope you want to see something like that if it's not a hassle.

I could be on that show, and so could you, but it isn't probably for people your age. I used to watch something with Gramma like that.

"America's Got Talent"

Well, only saw it a few times.
8:29am

Barb Barrett

yes, i remember the show

i have no interest in performing
8:29am

Christina Barrett

Yea, I saw that lady host everywhere but couldn't catch it, trying to keep up with Ellen.

ok..

So, why do people act so jealous?
8:30am

Barb Barrett

i do not know why people do anything Christina, and i do not worry about them.
8:30am

Christina Barrett

You don't seem so happy, too bad, probably something planned wrong with what I was saying. I'm not very comfortable right now.

Ah, wonder why.

I dunno.

I like talking to you, however.

I'm just mad people don't let me like mess up.

Like, I'm so nice to people and no one talks to me.

I don't feel well.

I lose friends to weird things.
8:31am

Barb Barrett

do you talk with your therapist about these feelings?
8:32am

Christina Barrett

You know Mike's family definitively looked at me like I was bad to like Ashley..

Yea, but she doesn't seem to have any interest.

I mean in a way she shows interest.

Why, how can I get her to help me and do her job?
8:32am

Barb Barrett

enough with talking about ashley, she is not part of either one of our lives right now
8:32am

Christina Barrett

She always has another mystery to unravel..

I don't want to be hurt just for saying what I said before.

Joni might be able to tell and that's bloody (as in British term, the word "bloody") or quite a nuisance.
8:33am

Barb Barrett

what you are talking was many years ago and it is over and gone

talk about now and the future
8:33am

Christina Barrett

That's a good thing, but I do that on my blog, where I can't keep good track of many comments, and I have a forum, which you didn't want to help kindle.

Thanks for posting once, though.

I'll leave it up so people can see..

Ashely didn't answer my last post, and that girl in theater neither.

So, dunno @ people wanting my time.

I'll have to get people from IMDb to spruce it up.

that message board

They're pretty truthful.

It's funny I was thinking how all my secrets get out anyway and I post them. Yea, sometimes, I've felt quite bad. It's nicer at home and actually voice makes me setback.
8:35am

Barb Barrett

ok. let me finish my emails now and look around for things in Orlando to see. Please go to some activities in the world with other people at them, so you can meet different people
8:36am

Christina Barrett

Okay.. yea at sewing I met 3 people.

Voice don't meet anyone.
8:36am

Barb Barrett

try the anger management class to start
8:36am

Christina Barrett

She doesn't even display her workshops..
8:36am

Barb Barrett

that will be good practice at talking with othere
8:36am

Christina Barrett

My mom actually was looking into that, anger mgmt.

I thought my voice lessons were that and the college classes in theater..
8:36am

Barb Barrett

so ask you Mom when they start and go
8:37am

Christina Barrett

It's not that importnat, I'm a good person...

I Don't need that

I need to prove I am not ill

I have to schedule a appt.

@ lakeside the mental hospital place

mayge a lawyer
8:37am

Barb Barrett

it is important to learn to talk with new people and not get angry about them
8:37am

Christina Barrett

sorry @ all the typos

that's what people do to racists
8:38am

Barb Barrett

why do you need a laweyr
8:38am

Christina Barrett

to prove i am not ill with a mental disorder

and don't need pills!

they make me feel better, but my period is light

more pills make me feel better

i want my period back

need to schedule a female doctor
8:38am

Barb Barrett

Christina, you do need the pills to help clear your thinking
8:39am

Christina Barrett

no i dont

your crazy

you said i was nice and shy

maybe not?

that's rather suggestive..

my therapist is bad too

my mom thinks the same thing

or thinks i don't matter anymore

i dunno how to erase the problems i got from the wrong pills

my dad told me to take them and my psychiatrist didn't get me off like he said, some spanish guy who looked whiter than latinos

guess i am just different

i tried to make friends with the kids in class

not much luck but some

got their e-mails and tried to get their facebooks in the end

the kids in class were all bad..

you know?

no one cares

i was so mad
8:42am

Barb Barrett

you have to keep trying, and when you talk to people, do not imagine you know what is i their mind

people do care about you
8:42am

Christina Barrett

you seem mad

whatever

ill see what happens

i want to know what they say..

its not fun otherwise

i write wha ti mean

i think youre still botehred @ what i said @ ashley

you seem mad like not before

yea..

well other ppl arent nice

dont like bother me and say that we cant expect to be happy

i have no clue what that means, maybe something racist
8:44am

Barb Barrett

what you just said makes no sense in our conversation
8:44am

Christina Barrett

you dont have anything else to talk @?

i dunno it just upsets people what i said but i know what they think

you think i'm being mean, but i'm just talking

it's not always fun to like come over and have everyone trample over me, so

i don't think i'm just fat and ugly

ppl keep showing off to me acting like menial to mean ppl

isnt that funny
8:46am

Barb Barrett

you do not know what i think.
8:47am

Christina Barrett

why did you say something weird like that? post it in public so everyone can see how i make sense to say so.

what does that mean

is that OK

why dont you tell me if you want me to know what are you talking @???

just testing me for fun lol lol

ok so visit and see ashley, forget her

check

ppl r making fun of me liking attention from adults who are nice ppl

they are jealous i am good
8:48am

Barb Barrett

ok, from now on you should write only in a private message to me. I do not post in public.
8:48am

Christina Barrett

they want to be racist

why im not gonna listen to you changing things like that i don't care @ it. you can chose to answer or not answer. why did you say that? i just answered a post. you're weird and will never make friends that way.

that was mean

go tell everyone and delete your faceobook immediately

why should i have to worry @ something like that? you answer other ppl..

i dont wanna just email forever

it's your choice what you do with your life

what's wrong with you?

i didn't say anything bad

stop worryin' @ ashely i thought you said not to talk @ her now

see you're just worrying @ her now

that's exactly something like what i mean

you're so offended if i say something by accident what's your problem

i said sorry you don't like it

i dont really trust you neither

you seem to think of things that aren't a problem

this is not how you i,

*im

why don't you get real im?

skype?

it merged with hotmail|windows live|..

msn

i even made a yahoo! group

you're being mean because of what i said @ ashley, and that's what i meant

she is just a problem sometimes

i'm glad she's there bc i don't like joni quite that much, has nothing nice to say

your so mean just to say not to post to you it just puts it there when i put it on my site to notify you not my fault your page is cluttered, just delete it

im still gonna post to you and you better answer

o but itll be mean bc of ashley

bet you feel like special not answering..another problem..

that snot ok

i feel your afraid to live tho

hope this isnt beeping you now

stop telling me what to do your mean im an adult im 27 wuts her problem. you are very rude and worse than me. i should tell a lawyer. i feel your molesting someone

you have a problem with anyone i know can you just stop

your crazy

i never see you out in the open like this for all to see

i might not say anything back, but something will come around

ur mentally ill cant hold a conversation wo plugging into my life

call me schizo, like all my counselors..though i'm "sweet and shy"

i can say whatever i want @ you you are trying to stimulate me like i can still 'be told what to do' i dont wanna say something bad to you

you bothered me barb take it back

you cant fix it im posting it for someone else to read then }:}

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Thursday, June 13, 2013

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Christina Barrett

Why is Barb so uptight to me? She said she's not posting to me in public but apparently is to others. She's in love with Ashley BP but isn't like gay I mean.

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